Update relatively often this 2 months.. this shows how much I am slacking from my uni work. Most of the time I enter here and type is when I susposed to do my uni work but I don't feel like doing then I end up escape to here.
This morning wake up in anxiety again. Slept at 3 yesterday. I didn't really prepare to sleep at that time, just wanted a rest, who knows then I couldn't wake up and slept until morning. Bad sleep, it is almost like pengsan rather than sleeping, didn't off my table lamp, didn't off my computer... not a quality sleep at all. What is worse is waking up realising I have again fall asleep before I achieve anything and worrying about the time that I have left...
Monday, October 13, 2008
Friday, October 03, 2008
mid session break
It is a bit funny to have mid session break on week 9 when the final is in week 14, meaning the final week is in exactly a month time.
We have worked hard for the past 2 months, it is good to have this break so we can rest before we fight until die for final but again it is funny how this break at this time seems so nice and so cruel.
U know, it is going to final, how are we supposed to really rest and relax in this holiday week?? Before the break starts everyone (including me) was saying what they want to achieve during the holiday, how many drawings, how many models...
Then when the holiday really begun... I don't know the others but I really didn't touch any uni work at all... I hope the other too, so I m not so behind =p
I went to Canberra, it was for our anniversary since we didn't celebrate on that day itself because of my stupid presentation. A nice short trip, we drove there hang around in the city, lepaking... pretty relaxing. ^^ Then unfortunately when I came back to Sydney I fall sick... I guess I caught a cold in Canberra. So I rested 2 days for my sickness..........
And now.... it is time to get back to work again.... Aih... What kind of holiday is it??
So short so nice la this holiday but stupid design work...
Anyway time flies, only one more month to go... really must start engine and run
GO GO GO GO. 15okm/h don't care bout other things ( which I already don't care since this semster started....) then I will have good time after this !! HOHOHO
Add OIL Add OIL!
We have worked hard for the past 2 months, it is good to have this break so we can rest before we fight until die for final but again it is funny how this break at this time seems so nice and so cruel.
U know, it is going to final, how are we supposed to really rest and relax in this holiday week?? Before the break starts everyone (including me) was saying what they want to achieve during the holiday, how many drawings, how many models...
Then when the holiday really begun... I don't know the others but I really didn't touch any uni work at all... I hope the other too, so I m not so behind =p
I went to Canberra, it was for our anniversary since we didn't celebrate on that day itself because of my stupid presentation. A nice short trip, we drove there hang around in the city, lepaking... pretty relaxing. ^^ Then unfortunately when I came back to Sydney I fall sick... I guess I caught a cold in Canberra. So I rested 2 days for my sickness..........
And now.... it is time to get back to work again.... Aih... What kind of holiday is it??
So short so nice la this holiday but stupid design work...
Anyway time flies, only one more month to go... really must start engine and run
GO GO GO GO. 15okm/h don't care bout other things ( which I already don't care since this semster started....) then I will have good time after this !! HOHOHO
Add OIL Add OIL!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Happy Mid autumn!!
Why am I so free typing here?? Because stupid design is so fan si and boring and tiring and sien......
No no no, must not say 'stupid design', should say my 'beloved design', say more positive things so I will be more motivated.
Just really want to keep a record about yesterday, the happiest day in these few months for me. I went to beach with Steven, we got tanglung, moon cake with us though in the end we didn't eat the moon cake together. ^^
One year has passed just like this, I used to envy people when they say they are together with the partner for how many how many years. I think it is not easy to use 'year' as a counting unit, it is an achievement~
I am happy.
Ok............ now back to work.
Gambate!!
No no no, must not say 'stupid design', should say my 'beloved design', say more positive things so I will be more motivated.
Just really want to keep a record about yesterday, the happiest day in these few months for me. I went to beach with Steven, we got tanglung, moon cake with us though in the end we didn't eat the moon cake together. ^^
One year has passed just like this, I used to envy people when they say they are together with the partner for how many how many years. I think it is not easy to use 'year' as a counting unit, it is an achievement~
I am happy.
Ok............ now back to work.
Gambate!!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Before I die
Before I die, I want to spend my days with my love, my family.
Before I die, I want to dress up my best and die with a smile.
Before I die, I will make sure I have no regrets, say thanks to those who loves me, and say sorry to those I hurt.
Before I die...... because of stupid design.........................................................
&$%&%^*%$2$%#$^%$^#$%#@$!@#@%$!#@
How can I die because of design!!!! 2 more months!! then I can say goodbye to designing!!!! why it is so difficult??? only 2 more months~~ but why I really feel like dying??????? Must I do this?????????
@@@@@@@@@@@@@ #!@%$#^%$^#@
2 more months!!! I must survive!
Before I die, I want to dress up my best and die with a smile.
Before I die, I will make sure I have no regrets, say thanks to those who loves me, and say sorry to those I hurt.
Before I die...... because of stupid design.........................................................
&$%&%^*%$2$%#$^%$^#$%#@$!@#@%$!#@
How can I die because of design!!!! 2 more months!! then I can say goodbye to designing!!!! why it is so difficult??? only 2 more months~~ but why I really feel like dying??????? Must I do this?????????
@@@@@@@@@@@@@ #!@%$#^%$^#@
2 more months!!! I must survive!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
我有今日
I have used this title before in previous blog, that time I just pasted in the lyrics of a song of the same title but today this title is more about reflecting my situation now.
Yea... it is finally my turn to fall head over heels in... ... you-know-what...
it is not a good sign...
I didn't realize that until yesterday.
I guess it is still better to have this experience than not having one in my lifetime,
no matter what it will brings or how it will becomes, I am happy with what I am feeling now.
Yea... it is finally my turn to fall head over heels in... ... you-know-what...
it is not a good sign...
I didn't realize that until yesterday.
I guess it is still better to have this experience than not having one in my lifetime,
no matter what it will brings or how it will becomes, I am happy with what I am feeling now.
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