我有今日

我有今日

曲:侧田(On Your Mark) 词:林夕
歌 编曲:侧田(On Your Mark) 监制:侧田(On Your Mark)

Hate myself for loving you so much
Oh I hate myself for falling back in love
Never been good at words I wanna say
I sing my love for you
I'll just let the music make sweet love to you

曾经和你因工作一起远飞
但我还未知心中有你
仍为了别个她魄散魂离
因她 无法得到因此心已死

我便自卑 不敢透气 已经苦得想死
遑论有天居然爱你

　 *直到一天 共你相见 被我知你从上次 开始接触
　 便已就似触电 犹如得到 星光的加冕
　 我没被讨厌 多得有你 我终于有这天*
　
　 多么憎我太慢才识你
　 我更加不想勉强地去亲你
　 是你喜欢我 当然都爱你
　 如她不敢再比 仍旧答谢你
　 有你的眷恋 令我也有了生气

　 多么憎我试着迷恋你
　 我怕想拥抱你也为了出气
　 愿我抛开过去一心爱你 忘掉她的气味
　 若我敢再记起 对不起了你

　 如果 和你一早得到好结果
　 没法明白单恋的痛楚
　 难道我乐意得到折磨
　 而不过 从我跟她苦恋的最初
　
　 纵没成果 颠倒的我
　 满足比伤心多 难道爱辛苦方似我 Repeat*
　
　 多么憎我太慢才识你
　 我更加不想勉强地去亲你
　 是你喜欢我 当然都爱你
　 如她不敢再比 仍旧答谢你
　 有你的眷恋 令我也有了生气
　 Oh 终于得到了被爱oh
　 无论兴不兴奋当天已不在
　 愿你终于变了一生最爱
　 连我悲观也改 没有旧人存在 放心给你爱
　
　 做人或者 不必要得到最想
　 如为快乐设想 就祝福我俩

** How would you feel if someone sing this song to you?
As for me, I was touched totally...

I am a good girl

My colleague, the ex-Malaysian now Australian architect said Malaysian girls are still very conservative as compared to girls from other countries, they will take the duties of a woman seriously.

My boss's wife said I am very soft spoken and I am different from others girls at my age since I like to learn about cooking and housework.

My friend who I don't really know how much he knows about me said I am a very good girl. What does he means by a good girl, in what sense and how he judged, I really have no idea...

Okay.... Basically these people were trying to say I am a very family-kind of girl who is willing to cook and do all the housework, and whoever becomes my boyfriend will be very lucky.
ahaha... this is funny... I never thought people will see me like that... I am sure I am not a family kind of girl. I can't be! I like to work, I like to play, I like to go out, I like to be alone sometimes... how can I be?? Or will I be? Do they see that in me?? yes, I admit I am starting to learn about cooking and I did mention I don't mind housework... but that really does not mean I like any of these. Really want to clarify this... at least I said it out loud here, then next time I can have a proof to show people they were mistaken and I didn't mean to mislead them. ^^ I am so thoughtful =p

Anyway...Thanks for the good you all see in me, I really appreciates what you all said and I myself starting to believe I am a good girl too. ^^

Jacky Cheung in Sydney

I headed to city straight away after the meeting is over in office. Still deciding should I go to Japanese Class or not at that time then another look at the watch, I decided I won't go to class since I was already late for class. It was a very correct decision to make, I saw so many people in the city, it was like all of the sudden all the Asian population decided to appear in the city. So many people, it made me feel excited for the concert. I met Nicholas around 7pm and we had dinner until about 740pm, just enough time to get ready to the concert. Doris was wandering around Dixon street, after meeting with her we headed right away to Sydney entertainment center.

There were already many people queuing to enter the center, again my mood got heated by seeing the scene, Doris was pretty excited too, she said this is her first concert. ^^ We were amazed by the theater. (at least me and Doris did) It was quite spacious and we got the center seats! Not bad at all. The previous concert that I went to were open air concert but this concert was indoor, the acoustic, atmosphere and seats really much more better than outdoor theaters. I remember it was raining that day on Faye Wong's concert!

The concert started pretty on time, about 815 or 820. Jacky started by singing 3 dance songs. He was so ‘百厌 ’ ( can't think of other better word to describe) jumping here and there, really not like the usual him but I loved it! I think he is cute and he was obviously high! ahaha... Of course he sangs some of his classic songs. I love the 3 songs he wrote, 瑶瑶 for the daughter, 讲你知 for the wife and
给朋友 for a passed away friend. Those 3 songs are super nice, especially the song 讲你知, I was really touched by the lyrics. Jacky Cheung also performed a small parts of 如果爱 n 雪狼湖 musical drama. He really can sing very very well! He himself already represents the entire 如果爱... the other 2 main characters were not important at all.

The concert ends at about 1140. He sang 6 encore songs~ Me and Doris both think he should have go on sing more songs, most of the people was hesitated to leave after the last song...
It is truly a memorable concert to me. ^^

My first bonquet of flowers ^^

I received my first bouquet of flowers on Tuesday, I was so happy and touched. Loved the way the flowers were presented. Everything went fine that day, happy shopping, good dinner. After dinner then I do the housekeeping, that is when I found the flowers in the dishwasher... ^^

Thank you very muchie~ you really remember what I said. ^^